Interview =/

Today i have an interview, nothing special just for a receptionist at Hollywood Bowl. Now i would be soooo happy to get this job, as i am about to pass my driving test and getting a car....not so cheap!!!


Despite the fact that in the next year i am moving out and trying to save for that is kinda scary when your not in a steady job, so me getting this job today would actually be a life saver!


Now i don't think anyone actually likes interviews, and if anyone does please tell me why?!?! To me and interview is like when your back at school and your in trouble and have to stay behind to have a talk, or its parents evening and you know the teacher has a fair few things to pick out about you, good and bad, but it still makes you nervous.


In an interview i get warm, and feel sooo ill, my palms go clammy and even though there is only 2-6 eyes on you i feel like there is a million. I stutter and errr a lot and tend to move my hands about or twiddle with my hair my coat whatever clothes i'm wearing. And interviewers pick up on this stuff and would probably, quite happily use it against anyone if they didn't like something about the person but obviously can't use that as an excuse not to carry on the interview. So the perfect excuse 'your to nervous would you like to stop this now?' 


Now yer i could say to them no lets carry it on, but nerves take over and i can't even say that without stuttering or errring! It is embarrassing, and i can't even deny, sometimes its a relief. Now my statistics are good i have only ever been on 4 interviews and only 1 of them i haven't got the job, and i even made it through to the final stage as well. So that says to me i should be more confident, ha no no no i am actually shitting myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I shall update as soon as i know.